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Hi, I'm Kayleigh. I have a beautiful life full of many blessings. I have many thoughts that I sometimes dont understand until I see them written down. So welcome to my blog and my inner thoughts :) Go ahead and leave a comment. I would LOVE for you to help me figure out the chaos that is my brain :)

Jul 10, 2016

The Human Race 

In light of the recent events that have occurred in our country in this past week, I thought there was no better time to wipe the dust from my keyboard and write again. I’m really not even sure where to begin or what I want to say but I know that SOMETHING needs to be said. As a Christian, I find myself pleaing to God to save this broken world. I, as first responder’s wife, find my self crying for the wives of the fallen officers. And as a human, I find my self heartbroken for our country. When did our country become such a place of hate when our founders created this land for all different types of people to come and flourish? How have we lived through slavery, the civil war, the 60’s, and STILL have not grasped the concept of peace? Thankfully, I grew up in a home that it was taught to us to not see color. That there is only one race, THE HUMAN RACE. It is so hard for me to wrap my mind around the idea of not liking someone, or looking down on a person simply for the color of their skin. Why? Why does that matter? Our souls have no color. God created each and every one of us in His perfect image, so who am I to question the character of one of God’s creations, that I don’t even know? I want to make clear that this is in no way a scolding to white people, because I absolutely believe that this cultural divide is a two way street. I don’t think it is right for me to be grouped with certain people just because the color of MY skin. My heart breaks for this country, black and white people both. For mixed children like my nephew who have to figure out where they belong in this world. Who are made to feel that they have to choose between races. Again, why? Why can’t he look at his white grandpa and his black cousin and only see people who love him? It shouldn’t even be a question. It terrifies me that we live in a world where people think that the answer to violence is more violence. I am so sick about what happened to the two men killed by officers. I am disturbed that the videos of these two killings were so easily viewed by the public. I am sad for these officiers who live in constant fear and put in unimaginable situations knowing that every decision that they make will be ridiculed. I am scared for my husband that walks into people of all color’s homes, not knowing what he is walking into. How does he know that someone didn’t call 911 just to lure him there to shoot him? Grouping him with a group of people who have been called to serve and protect. How is this our life? How is this our world? A world where I have to be scared for my husband’s life just for him doing his job. A job where his calling is to SAVE PEOPLE’S LIVES while putting his own in danger. Can we all just take a minute to remember that we are all human? That we are all creations of God and brothers and sisters in Christ. Can we bridge the racial divide by choosing to view everybody not as several races but as one race, the human race? I look back and see all the questions in this post and it just makes me realize how lost we are. We have so many questions we need to ask ourselves. So many convictions. All I can say is this country has a heart issue and the best thing I can do is start with my own. God bless each and every one of you.


“Help us, O God of our salvation! Help us for the glory of your name. Save us and forgive our sins for the honor of your name,” Pslam 79:9